journal entry 1 (3/7/25)
i should honestly be studying but i CANNOT make myself. lately i've made an active decision to be more proud of myself. i don't know if its my mindset shift or if it's because i HAVE had more to be proud of but i feel less upset withmyself. i still feel ashamed when i look at where i am but i can see that i'm not neglecting my own life anymore. maybe now that my schedule is a bit more full i don't have time to dislike myself. i have my last in car class this saturday. i'm excited for it to be over and im proud of myself for almost having my liscense. thinking about it i could've had my liscense for a few months but it's getting done now and that's what i should be happy about, and i am.